2013年5月2日 星期四

april

lol..i feel like wan stay home n type my blog quietly...
bt nw my home no internet ...n make me vry picik...
but i hav to type blog to release my feeling=(

n library pc no chinese typing!
hw can i fully express  what m i going to say in english..=(

well...april gone...n may coming~
my april gone with four subject of exam...
n i do spent my whole month in my study n library yet i gt suck result~

found like maybe i really too overeestimated my own ability on study..lol
jz like study hard abit n can pass ...
bt the reality prove that!
bull shit...
no at all...
even i studied harder abit than previous time in msia..
i m x going to pass...
n failed with an extremely suck result~
n became the worst student in classss....
lolzzz..this is what i cant accpeted most!
my lecture do rank for my international financial course...
i rank almost the last??????

n well...i do study hard for this subject...
i do all the tutorial study textbook..n try online question!
yet i think i could do in the exam...
at least not failed with this kind of marks???

reli vry bengkui....when i saw the result n especially the rank...
since everyone get well..because the paper is not really too hard...
maybe some concept i did get wrong...!

okie...going to try super hard for my final nw...
dun tell me that i failed my first sem here...n gonna wasted my dad 10 k for one subject!!
lol.........pls la..this wont gonna happen on me!!!!!!!

n for the another investment course...i did study for theory n all calculation out in MCQ...
LOL...i dun even know wad the shit formula should i used= =
so lol...failed again!!!

bt tis one is better because i know the reason!n many ppl failed too= =
 bt the other is really an unacceptable result!....


really duno how to describe my feeling!
bt SUCK,seriously...

OK...I gt pass in banking n commerical course...the only good news for my result..= =
not reli score good since i expected that i will failed after i do the exam...bt hmmm...at least pass..

lol...going to low my own grade...since i cant stress myself too much=(

maybe the lucky all the way in result last time make like overestimated myself...
so..nw failed abit!
n i vry super bengkui...lolzzzzzz


btw...seriously fine nw..gonna fighting!!!=))

maybe my problem is start perpare too late n having a honey month on march..
n when exam start in april..i start revision..bt cant compare with others who keep going with the course all the way...

ok...think by this well make me feel better...~~~

think positive....~~~


its my choice n i need to overcome it!~~~~~~
gahyao=)

n seriously somehow touch with frenz who concern n encourage me...
duno tat my status make the things like too serious...
lol...make everyone worry...

hmmm...actually nth...i juz need time to overcome it=)