april

lol..i feel like wan stay home n type my blog quietly...
bt nw my home no internet ...n make me vry picik...
but i hav to type blog to release my feeling=(

n library pc no chinese typing!
hw can i fully express  what m i going to say in english..=(

well...april gone...n may coming~
my april gone with four subject of exam...
n i do spent my whole month in my study n library yet i gt suck result~

found like maybe i really too overeestimated my own ability on study..lol
jz like study hard abit n can pass ...
bt the reality prove that!
bull shit...
no at all...
even i studied harder abit than previous time in msia..
i m x going to pass...
n failed with an extremely suck result~
n became the worst student in classss....
lolzzz..this is what i cant accpeted most!
my lecture do rank for my international financial course...
i rank almost the last??????

n well...i do study hard for this subject...
i do all the tutorial study textbook..n try online question!
yet i think i could do in the exam...
at least not failed with this kind of marks???

reli vry bengkui....when i saw the result n especially the rank...
since everyone get well..because the paper is not really too hard...
maybe some concept i did get wrong...!

okie...going to try super hard for my final nw...
dun tell me that i failed my first sem here...n gonna wasted my dad 10 k for one subject!!
lol.........pls la..this wont gonna happen on me!!!!!!!

n for the another investment course...i did study for theory n all calculation out in MCQ...
LOL...i dun even know wad the shit formula should i used= =
so lol...failed again!!!

bt tis one is better because i know the reason!n many ppl failed too= =
 bt the other is really an unacceptable result!....


really duno how to describe my feeling!
bt SUCK,seriously...

OK...I gt pass in banking n commerical course...the only good news for my result..= =
not reli score good since i expected that i will failed after i do the exam...bt hmmm...at least pass..

lol...going to low my own grade...since i cant stress myself too much=(

maybe the lucky all the way in result last time make like overestimated myself...
so..nw failed abit!
n i vry super bengkui...lolzzzzzz


btw...seriously fine nw..gonna fighting!!!=))

maybe my problem is start perpare too late n having a honey month on march..
n when exam start in april..i start revision..bt cant compare with others who keep going with the course all the way...

ok...think by this well make me feel better...~~~

think positive....~~~


its my choice n i need to overcome it!~~~~~~
gahyao=)

n seriously somehow touch with frenz who concern n encourage me...
duno tat my status make the things like too serious...
lol...make everyone worry...

hmmm...actually nth...i juz need time to overcome it=)

brisbane life

i feel like i wan blog more often bt too bad my house internet is still unavailable!
n i guess it will x available for the whole semester=（
how sad n annoying~~bt idk wad else i can do.....=(

已经在这里第七周了~
恩~很好~两个月都快到了~
就是说接近回家的日子又靠近了！
哈哈哈哈~~~

这里的生活实在太悠闲了~
唯一让我忙的就是要自己准备三餐~
还有做洗衣晒衣罢了~~

下个星期要考试了~
希望不会考得太糟糕=）

来了那么久~
好像突然看透很多东西~
学到很多煮饭的东西= =
lolzz...一百千的学费就是让我学到怎么煮饭！
好好笑~~~

不过其实也没学到什么= =
只是简单地常识 我终于懂了
有够白目
那天无聊还打电话回家 问妈妈煲汤的东西
结果可恶的弟弟 笑我
干嘛打回来不会online search!==


然后也有认识新的朋友圈子~
虽然朋友不是很多~

可是有时听他们说自己的事之类的~
都会发现世界很多东西~

最让我醒悟的竟然是
其实人类就是那么现实

或许真的是 我那么幸运
还是我朋友本来就 不多
让我看清现实的 事情并没有真正发生在我身上

然后世界真的不大
因为我竟然遇到跟我同一个住宅区的朋友
哈哈哈哈~也太unbelievable 了！

还有明天就是本小姐21岁生日了
真的超遗憾
竟然没得跟家人和旧朋友过

那种感觉真的很难 用词语形容
21岁大家都庆祝得轰轰烈烈
我却 要在异乡过=（
无论如何度过，

还是比不上在马来西亚那么开心的...

无论如何
预祝我 21岁 生日快乐=)

第三周

上个星期四我终于搬进我的新家了~
拥有自己的房间感觉太棒了！
唯一不掂的是！没有网络！

但听说下星期会有~
祈祷....=)

上了一个星期课，我好迷惘！
也没有认识什么新朋友！
看到我forever alone 了！=（

不过没关系！~
尝试enjoy myself....

lolzzz~本小姐现在是住家好女人= =
每天煮饭！救命~
我快受不了了~~~

煮了吃了好饱~然后要自己洗锅才怨啊=（

昨天我唯一在这里比较好的朋友去了黄金海岸~
留下我一个=（

然后我就在他房间过夜用她网络~

心路gps..实在太感动了=（

今天很好的我~睡到十二点多~
在这里那么久第一次睡那么迟~
优哉游哉~~~~

可能太无聊了~
就想很多....==

才发现每次都是我在烦大家~
不管是在马来西亚的旧朋友还是在澳洲的旧朋友~

会觉得自己干嘛去烦人家= =
他妈的感觉~就是不好！

每个人都有自己的生活~
不应该因为自己无聊就去干扰人家~~~

所以决定了~
自己开始新生活~

没有了我，大家其实也很好= =
并不需要我去烦大家提醒别人我的存在~

lolzzzz............

在brisbane无奈的第三周~

second tue in brisbane

its the second week i stay in brisbane...
feel like wanna write smth tonite~~~

step into the second week...~
erm,,,i like cannot stay tough jor=(

i wan my own room badly~
i like cannot settle my room before my class start~
feel vry pikchik~~~

duno hw describe the feeling~
bt is a bad feeling =(

yesterday go anice hostel thr....omg~
rain heavily n i cant walk back home~
hav to stay thr overnight~

reli didnt sleep well n vry hot thr~~
hw come thr accomodation fees thr so expensive~
the environment like so suck!!

then today feel like reli nid to stay strong=(
x in a gud mood~

n juz nw watch 恋爱季节~
shit!giv scared 99...
scared till my hand发抖！
den immidiately closed the pps!!!lol.....

alone at living room sleeping nw=(
reli feel like dunlike....

 frensssssssss.....
i m x gud here...

my first time to brisbane

omg~its like finally i reach brisbane n start my life for 3 days dy...
still can tahan temporarily...

bt today very miss eveyone out of sudden...
maybe cz i finally feel tat i m x reli so ngam key with my new fren....

haiz...they all live in the same international house n stick togetehr always..
tat y i m feel like org luar for them...
liwan lagi study in another skul=(

i miss u guys nw...........

n nw live in cordy house temporarily..
cant reli buy so much grocery ~
juz like simple eat maggie tis fews day till i move will cook better food to eat...

bt 2 days maggie make me like cant tahan again~
i m x a maggie lover pls.....=(

yesterday going city n hav a suck dinner in china town..
its juz x tasty at all n vry expensive~~about AU20 each person...
i like...omg~~~hw could tis happend....


its probably will be better if i cooked myself even i duno at all...
lol....looking forward to explode the cooking potential i had~ahahaha~~= =

bt a gud news...i nvr cry since i been here...its the 3rd days...

pls la...be tough~~~
 i dunwan my mummy to worry about me==lol

n y the line here is like so suck....skype cant smoothly also...lol
n my phone= =even talking with fren here like cant hear always..==

prove tat x everything in oversea is gud also...

even DIGI line is better than here...lol
n the data!hw slow is it...
i paid for AU30 per month= =
its like i can sign for MAXIS plan of RM100 dy..lol

btw...juz cant convert like tis...
if x i  cant continue to live i think...lol

bt everytime when i wan buy smth...start convert..opsss..
juz put back...its juz too expensive = =lol
bt vry gudluck is i bought a starbuck water bottle with onli AU5 ..hw cheap!ahaha

n the starbuck here almost same with msia price...weeee=)

eveythings is juz so far so gud here...if i din emo~~~lol....

stay tough!lalalaala

。。。。

最近一直都覺得很累~
就在聖誕wing wing那晚之後~
完全沒有不累的感覺的一天！~

之後new year countdown 還是很累~~

接著還去了langkawi....~
更累了~
後來發現~
原來我的隱形眼鏡過期了一個星期！~
難怪眼睛一直那麼累~~~

midterm...
考到很夠力差~
哭到很傷心~~
bak lao我都很瀟灑的咯~~lol....
可是這次我看誰都瀟灑不起~
實在丟臉~~~

不過接下來要認真的應該是我的final......

最近幾個星期晚上都在忙著search住宿~~~

很煩一下！！~~~

很貴~需要很多錢~~
剛才才給爸爸看了我的財政預算~~

爸爸說得不吃供我去讀書了~~~

其實就很想家裡因為要供我去讀書變到要很省~很窮醬~~
 很怕讀完回來還是一樣~
其實根在這裡讀完賺的錢一樣~~

所以我去外國讀書其實只是爲了我自己可以看更多罷了~
不過現在既然決定了~
不理了~~~

硬著頭皮還是要去~~
 加油~~

昨天慶生活動~然後就殺手活動~~
玩到三點多直接給媽媽shoot 999.....
 結果媽媽因為擔心我沒有睡到~
今天頭痛不舒服~.......

我也不懂要怎樣= =

其實她是因為要炸魚炸到2點多~
再等我一個小時~ 然後就沒有睡好 = =

現在我很像千古罪人將~=（

我也知道是為我好~
擔心我危險！

但是偏偏人就是犯賤的~
有人管的時候就會嫌煩~沒人理的時候就覺得可憐~

 倒數20多天在馬來西亞了~
心情還沒ready....

不過就一直在想東西~~
那天喝茶，他們也說他們在想東西~

長大了，就是比較花時間在想東西~
因為東西真的很多很煩...


但願煩惱趕快滾開~
因為我要珍惜在這裡僅剩幾十天的歡樂~
我知道，回來後，無論如何，一切會變得不一樣~~

我一直嚮往改變，
卻總是踏不出那一步~

終於，
我的生活很快要徹底被改變了

要 勇敢 大步踏出去！~~

 結束，晚安~

speaking test

aw...finally my speaking test end...
i took one hrs to thr...
15 min exam n half hrs reach home= =
everything like end so fast n sudden....

n i did ruined my speaking test= =
it is worst than the first time......

cz i gt harder question!!
about dancing= =i noe nth about dancing!!!!

n the part 3....i duno wad answer should i giv= =
n i use wrong one vocabulary= =
i think the examiner may be confused about wad m i talking about!
cz i keep repeat my point!!!
hellll....=(

nw start pray...maybe my dream will come true= =
i nid more n more luck!!!!!!!=(

too bad......
i dun really wan to take the third time exam~
its a kind of waste time n money!!!

n the most important is....
its so stress before taking the exam~
n i cant religet through it=(

shit...............

a shit day....
n a car almost bang my car in the half way to IDP juz nw= =