second tue in brisbane

its the second week i stay in brisbane...
feel like wanna write smth tonite~~~

step into the second week...~
erm,,,i like cannot stay tough jor=(

i wan my own room badly~
i like cannot settle my room before my class start~
feel vry pikchik~~~

duno hw describe the feeling~
bt is a bad feeling =(

yesterday go anice hostel thr....omg~
rain heavily n i cant walk back home~
hav to stay thr overnight~

reli didnt sleep well n vry hot thr~~
hw come thr accomodation fees thr so expensive~
the environment like so suck!!

then today feel like reli nid to stay strong=(
x in a gud mood~

n juz nw watch 恋爱季节~
shit!giv scared 99...
scared till my hand发抖！
den immidiately closed the pps!!!lol.....

alone at living room sleeping nw=(
reli feel like dunlike....

 frensssssssss.....
i m x gud here...

my first time to brisbane

omg~its like finally i reach brisbane n start my life for 3 days dy...
still can tahan temporarily...

bt today very miss eveyone out of sudden...
maybe cz i finally feel tat i m x reli so ngam key with my new fren....

haiz...they all live in the same international house n stick togetehr always..
tat y i m feel like org luar for them...
liwan lagi study in another skul=(

i miss u guys nw...........

n nw live in cordy house temporarily..
cant reli buy so much grocery ~
juz like simple eat maggie tis fews day till i move will cook better food to eat...

bt 2 days maggie make me like cant tahan again~
i m x a maggie lover pls.....=(

yesterday going city n hav a suck dinner in china town..
its juz x tasty at all n vry expensive~~about AU20 each person...
i like...omg~~~hw could tis happend....


its probably will be better if i cooked myself even i duno at all...
lol....looking forward to explode the cooking potential i had~ahahaha~~= =

bt a gud news...i nvr cry since i been here...its the 3rd days...

pls la...be tough~~~
 i dunwan my mummy to worry about me==lol

n y the line here is like so suck....skype cant smoothly also...lol
n my phone= =even talking with fren here like cant hear always..==

prove tat x everything in oversea is gud also...

even DIGI line is better than here...lol
n the data!hw slow is it...
i paid for AU30 per month= =
its like i can sign for MAXIS plan of RM100 dy..lol

btw...juz cant convert like tis...
if x i  cant continue to live i think...lol

bt everytime when i wan buy smth...start convert..opsss..
juz put back...its juz too expensive = =lol
bt vry gudluck is i bought a starbuck water bottle with onli AU5 ..hw cheap!ahaha

n the starbuck here almost same with msia price...weeee=)

eveythings is juz so far so gud here...if i din emo~~~lol....

stay tough!lalalaala

。。。。

最近一直都覺得很累~
就在聖誕wing wing那晚之後~
完全沒有不累的感覺的一天！~

之後new year countdown 還是很累~~

接著還去了langkawi....~
更累了~
後來發現~
原來我的隱形眼鏡過期了一個星期！~
難怪眼睛一直那麼累~~~

midterm...
考到很夠力差~
哭到很傷心~~
bak lao我都很瀟灑的咯~~lol....
可是這次我看誰都瀟灑不起~
實在丟臉~~~

不過接下來要認真的應該是我的final......

最近幾個星期晚上都在忙著search住宿~~~

很煩一下！！~~~

很貴~需要很多錢~~
剛才才給爸爸看了我的財政預算~~

爸爸說得不吃供我去讀書了~~~

其實就很想家裡因為要供我去讀書變到要很省~很窮醬~~
 很怕讀完回來還是一樣~
其實根在這裡讀完賺的錢一樣~~

所以我去外國讀書其實只是爲了我自己可以看更多罷了~
不過現在既然決定了~
不理了~~~

硬著頭皮還是要去~~
 加油~~

昨天慶生活動~然後就殺手活動~~
玩到三點多直接給媽媽shoot 999.....
 結果媽媽因為擔心我沒有睡到~
今天頭痛不舒服~.......

我也不懂要怎樣= =

其實她是因為要炸魚炸到2點多~
再等我一個小時~ 然後就沒有睡好 = =

現在我很像千古罪人將~=（

我也知道是為我好~
擔心我危險！

但是偏偏人就是犯賤的~
有人管的時候就會嫌煩~沒人理的時候就覺得可憐~

 倒數20多天在馬來西亞了~
心情還沒ready....

不過就一直在想東西~~
那天喝茶，他們也說他們在想東西~

長大了，就是比較花時間在想東西~
因為東西真的很多很煩...


但願煩惱趕快滾開~
因為我要珍惜在這裡僅剩幾十天的歡樂~
我知道，回來後，無論如何，一切會變得不一樣~~

我一直嚮往改變，
卻總是踏不出那一步~

終於，
我的生活很快要徹底被改變了

要 勇敢 大步踏出去！~~

 結束，晚安~

speaking test

aw...finally my speaking test end...
i took one hrs to thr...
15 min exam n half hrs reach home= =
everything like end so fast n sudden....

n i did ruined my speaking test= =
it is worst than the first time......

cz i gt harder question!!
about dancing= =i noe nth about dancing!!!!

n the part 3....i duno wad answer should i giv= =
n i use wrong one vocabulary= =
i think the examiner may be confused about wad m i talking about!
cz i keep repeat my point!!!
hellll....=(

nw start pray...maybe my dream will come true= =
i nid more n more luck!!!!!!!=(

too bad......
i dun really wan to take the third time exam~
its a kind of waste time n money!!!

n the most important is....
its so stress before taking the exam~
n i cant religet through it=(

shit...............

a shit day....
n a car almost bang my car in the half way to IDP juz nw= =
 

月记

恩~这里终究成为了我的月记= =
下个星期是我ielts 重拿的一个星期~
压力很大~可是什么准备都没有做= =
因为我也不懂可以做什么= =
god bless me well.....pls~
relax relax~~~~=)

开学了终于·
有点适应不了~~
好早起床~好早的课~
让我每天都有skip class的冲动= =

刚才看了on demand 颁奖典礼！
马国明 罗仲谦！=) <3 <3
很期待明年的on call 2 和冲上云霄2！！！

2012 的最后一个月了！~~

充实plssss~~~

=(

=(
my ielts results make my Plan A failed
n nw hav to looking for a Plan B~

seriously duno hw to make the decision...
who can help me=(

i hav to scarifiying either my time or my dad money!

i duno hw can make everythings well.....

hope i can sleep well tonite without thinking anythings....

juznw mahjong so tired=(

eveything will be fine tmr........pls~~~

n pls show me a way to continue my study...

i seriously hav no idea about it nw....

make many decision tat waste my precious time!!!

argh!
bt yuqi say we r young...dun think about wasting time...
gud...
so the time edy wasted...maybe i should choose the option tat x waste my time anymore nw...

ipssss...argggg~~~

=(

tmr is my first ielts speaking exam=(
of cz i dunwan the second n third exam!~
bt so worry...else x so much confident to pass it in one shot...

quite stress cz tis exam reli will effect me so much in future~
i hav no PLAN B~if my plan A din work...
i reli nid think carefully bout my plan B~
n my dad definately will blamed me for x reli arrange everythings well=(

miss the moment when i was a child...
dad always make everythings for me...
n i juz followed without worry~

nw big girl dy...everythings nid settle by myself...
n dad like juz standing a side n giv me a support in finance without doubt about my decision=(
have to be responsible to myself decision forever=(

till nw ...duno wad preparation should i do in my speaking part...
feel like wanna juz let it be tmr~~
wish god bless me well~~...

hopefully a friendly examiner i meet tmr....~~

haizz......

feeling like insomnia tonite...
busying thinking the topic i may  nid to speak tmr= =
 lazy to do preparation on all those online topic...
so many!= =

lalallala....~

prey for myself......~~