很 难过

一个人在外国真的很难过~
尤其没有家人在身边
朋友 也只是新认识的朋友
真的 很  难过

当然会有开心的时候

但是有时候就真的觉得实在很难熬

但是这个是我的选择，
请撑下去

我要认识close friend......=(

很难~
不像以前中学~
班上坐在一起就可以做close friend....

这里要close friend...真的很难

如果要同course,同国家，

住靠近，兴趣话题差不多
最好还要是同年龄的

难上加难

所以

很难过！

但是一年半，很快过。。。。。。。。

加油=）

plan

when my day go without a plan or my day gone not according my plan...
shit,my mood n day ruined...
bt i always did so..LOL

the third week n i haven start any revision yet...
lolzzzz....few week ltr i will start regret...
n well,i better start tmr so tat i will feel good n fine when exam coming~~

three courses for tis sem...should hav score a better grade or best grade..lolz
not to streess myself so much btw..lolz

hmmm..should enjoy my life here.....
i buy groceries snack ...lolz...n i m happy ...
bt whr is my shoes,my cloth,my bags= =
i need them as well=(

bt au dollar stop my step= =

i miss ringgit shopping...dollar shopping drive me crazy...
i m get used to buy groceries n have meal with au dollar bt not shopping...
lolzzz......

3am...my habits= =
become worst n worst...
change....
i need more change to be a better human being~
to hav a better life..
better heart...
better feeling~
wadever should be better.....

life in brisbane

好了好了~终于是要提起心肝，好好努力了·
LOL.....
九月墨尔本之旅取消了~改去十二月~
好忙的十二月~
暂定要游黄金海岸 tasmania n melbourne...half month used ...
lolzzzzz....enjoy trip after exam~~

told my dad my plan...
n he suppose like advise me not play too much...use too much money!
bt then he didnt= =
n juz said...u plan lor= =
lolzzz....tis make me feel bad somemore~~~

tis kind of edu style make me like feel guity by myself...
lolzzz....绝招= =
btw...i really like wanna internship or find some parttime job during dec...
gud luck to me= =
bt i wanna trip again in jan..so who willing to hire me= =

hmm..tmr going to work for a research job...
10 dollar for 1 hrs...
syok!hope everythings will going smooth~~`=)
then thurs another job bt maybe tiny electricity to my brain!
gosh...sound terrible..
hope tat wont pain= =
i need money...lolz...like 卖命要钱！= =
 eh...should be safe gua...hehe

hmmmm....enjoying my life in brisbane now=)

second week

hmmm...
tmr is the second week i back to brisbane...
and today is the first meal i cook after one week...
wondering how much i spent for last week...lol
should be a "awesome" amount...
i m juz haven settle down @.@

yesterday movie world trip should be not bad...
and i did enjoy some...lolz

haizx...
feel like lazy to record down wad i did...
cz is really like not really too memorable~

tmr is the first tutorial for tis sem
well,god bless me..

i need more close fren..
n not hi bye fren~
annoying with hi bye fren ..n alot help n familiar face tis sem= =

gudnight..
so cold today=(

new semester

hmm...
today is the lastday i stay in msia before going back aus.
finally i m going back alone ...taking flight alone again~~~

three weekss really fliesss....
n i feel like i m so tired ...
nvr get enough rest in msia...
cz busying tis n tat?lolzzz

hmmm...gonna find my room after back...
move house...n i noe all tat will make me tired again~=(

wondering when can i really hav a good rest...

mayb after tis semster then i hav a summer break for 3 m0nths?
lolzzzz.......
bt it like super long later ..

three weeksss~
what i did actually？？
not really do enough shopping eventhough i out for shopping almost 6timess???
lolxxxx.......
yumcha with frenzz???
ermm....mayb..bt i din really hav any unforgettable gathering?
lolzzzzzz~~~

tats great,cz i wasted my 3 weekss????
lolzzz

bt at least i watched SHE concert today1
before i back...n wohoho~~
it is amazing n awesome....


now 2.48am...
i feel super sleepy~

safe flight tmr...
 
no more princess at home...=(
i definately will miss home ...=(

n my little bro..gonna go ireland study n not coming back duringCNY..
if i m x coming back in winter break next year...
wondering when will we meet=（

i m back

hmm..finally one sem ended...
n i m nw at home ....

seriously feel like i m a princess when i m at home nw~~~
do whatever n eat whatever..
bt mama keep on bumbling me!!= =
the only shit thingss

one semester ended..
n i din reli change a lot
hmm..jz getting fat n getting tough?
maybe...
lolzzz

today sunday~~
is the third day i back!~
feeling vry super tired...

seem like x having enough rest after i back~~

n today keep on try the goldcoast vip ticket purchase...
shit...y the hell m i busy body...helping everyone buy- -

n make myself so tired n busy...

n nobody else care about cant buy or what..
shittyyy

n i shouldn't do it so last min...

bt i think i din really hav time n internet to do it before= =
lolz...

tis is the lasttime i being so kind...lol

july nw...
2013 gone half...><

well,looking forward to another half of 2013...=)

april

lol..i feel like wan stay home n type my blog quietly...
bt nw my home no internet ...n make me vry picik...
but i hav to type blog to release my feeling=(

n library pc no chinese typing!
hw can i fully express  what m i going to say in english..=(

well...april gone...n may coming~
my april gone with four subject of exam...
n i do spent my whole month in my study n library yet i gt suck result~

found like maybe i really too overeestimated my own ability on study..lol
jz like study hard abit n can pass ...
bt the reality prove that!
bull shit...
no at all...
even i studied harder abit than previous time in msia..
i m x going to pass...
n failed with an extremely suck result~
n became the worst student in classss....
lolzzz..this is what i cant accpeted most!
my lecture do rank for my international financial course...
i rank almost the last??????

n well...i do study hard for this subject...
i do all the tutorial study textbook..n try online question!
yet i think i could do in the exam...
at least not failed with this kind of marks???

reli vry bengkui....when i saw the result n especially the rank...
since everyone get well..because the paper is not really too hard...
maybe some concept i did get wrong...!

okie...going to try super hard for my final nw...
dun tell me that i failed my first sem here...n gonna wasted my dad 10 k for one subject!!
lol.........pls la..this wont gonna happen on me!!!!!!!

n for the another investment course...i did study for theory n all calculation out in MCQ...
LOL...i dun even know wad the shit formula should i used= =
so lol...failed again!!!

bt tis one is better because i know the reason!n many ppl failed too= =
 bt the other is really an unacceptable result!....


really duno how to describe my feeling!
bt SUCK,seriously...

OK...I gt pass in banking n commerical course...the only good news for my result..= =
not reli score good since i expected that i will failed after i do the exam...bt hmmm...at least pass..

lol...going to low my own grade...since i cant stress myself too much=(

maybe the lucky all the way in result last time make like overestimated myself...
so..nw failed abit!
n i vry super bengkui...lolzzzzzz


btw...seriously fine nw..gonna fighting!!!=))

maybe my problem is start perpare too late n having a honey month on march..
n when exam start in april..i start revision..bt cant compare with others who keep going with the course all the way...

ok...think by this well make me feel better...~~~

think positive....~~~


its my choice n i need to overcome it!~~~~~~
gahyao=)

n seriously somehow touch with frenz who concern n encourage me...
duno tat my status make the things like too serious...
lol...make everyone worry...

hmmm...actually nth...i juz need time to overcome it=)