hate

每次一想到就火都来= =
还真的不能保持冷静！！

但是又要接受！
真是他妈的.....

算了~~
要有美德= =

今天去马六甲！！
可是鸡粒饭没有吃到！
千层糕没有吃到！
我是去做末?= =

我竟然去吃一碗冰就回来= =

还好晚餐还有烧螃蟹吃下！~
不然我真的是怀疑我前世没有坐过车= =

整个车程我弟弟最可怜~
捣蛋的表弟一直弄他！
脾气将鬼好的弟弟都发癫了！

前一个星期我一个人面对可恶的小孩多么可怜~
今天整个车程睡得还不错好！


小孩真可怕！~

我要早睡早起！再见！

还有忘记...忘记。。。和忘记~~~~
如果我可以= =

=(

today before go for work...i edy feel like dunwan go for work...
duno hw to describe the feeling...
juz thousand of unwillingness~~~
n then received my manager call...
shoot 99 by her...cz of the low sales...
seriously no scolded by anyone after my graduate i think...
even i skul also x reli be scolded...

then nw work = =giv scolded ...the feeling ..haizz~~

den go work lo...
reli try hard to approach!
bt hor...reli x ngam my style la!!!==
earn money is hard....!=(
den hor the product gt ppl complained no so gud...
i duno hw to response to them also...= =
too bad...a promoter has  to be so fake...smile smile smile...
n juz response nicely even they complain the product n try drive sale also...

omg..totally x my style..
i cant make it!!
so stressed today...

bt those watson worker so gud la...chit chat with me..
n gt ask me tis tat!...erm..
maybe like the watson supervisor said..
watson like a big family...hahahah~==

 left 3 days more...hope i can stand for it..=(

today nite actually so happy~
tq adrian so cooperated for everythingss~~~

appreaciate the moment we all spent everytime..
even laugh n jokes ~bt i can totally forgot the stress for sales...

nw eveythings end...
n i start worrying bout tmr sales again= =

haiz...
they said every promoter also will giv scold if gt target sale...
maybe my experience is x so much..
n my face x so thick..
feeling so shame shooting by manager actually...
x reli noe hw to face it... =(

lucikly it is juz a parttime job...
i cant reli stand for tis kind job for a lifetime...==

no wonder  many ppl said hav to find a favourite job...
n marry a ppl u love..
so ur life will be wonderful...after work happily can c ur lover~
opss...i haven find any of them yet= =too bad...


aiksss..hav to sleep lu...
tmr...omg...god bless me!
my sales=(

so stressed....pimples pls dun come again!!!.............=(

nitez...i cant say TGIF!!!
juz looking forward to tis sun after 8....!
my freedom will back to me forever....

i swear i will find a job properly nexttime...

=(
my job path always x so gud ....for me...
maybe i hav to be trainned more!~~
gudnitezzz~~

weeks

well...already 20 days from my last post...=)
crazying of vampire diaries these day...~~
2 days one season...= =
bt season  3 slow down dy...
cz season 4 haven out yet!=(
cant reli stand for watch one ep one week!==
so wait n wait...until next year may = =
bt then i miss vampire stefan n damon badly...

n last sat hav a bbq with help group...
reli x satistied during the preparation process...~
nobody care about it...so y do i care= =
i swear i wont be the planter nx time..ever...=)

bt then come to the bbq tat nite...
everythings is fine...
we bbq..n playing games...
bt actually quite funny~
haha...a game showing our art talent...
laugh like h...~~=)
n the adrian has a amazing art talent= =
so funny~~~thx yuqi sponsered her house for the bbq venue~~
always appreciate the moments...=)
bt then hor seriously dun like some lame jokes i m thinking x reli funny at all...~~= =

and come to tis week ,i start my lame work...
duno y i choose tis job since i noe
 i x tat kind of ppl willing do promote from my last work experience!==
maybe i reli lack of money!==

shit....= =
nw left 5 days...
i work 2 days jor!!
yeah yeah!!gambateh!.....

many freee gift haven give out ar...!
who willing to play the lame game = =
i m so shy to ask ppl play...
aiyoo....!!

hope my sale will be better tmr.....~~~
 n time pass fast pls...!!=)

so tired my legs...
gonna sleep ealry!!yea=)

n i wont choose tis kind of promoter job nexttime!!
so boring....~~~
bt always cant fight with the money attraction!!...= =

haiyo....~~~
luckily gt watson worker chit chat with me!!...
wad else can i do = =
if my supervisor come check,,sure will kena!~....

wadever la...~~~
hav a nice day tmr...!...

结束

我的钢琴考试终于结束了~
我不应该弹到那么烂的~
为什么那么lag...!!!
今天早上在家弹还好好的~~=(
对自己表现极度失望.......

不过也没什么可以做了~~

应该是继上次law final过后再次这种感觉~
就很没有心的感觉= =
实在是把钱丢进海都还有回声~

但是值得一记的是，
我的考官实在太帅了~
哈哈哈哈哈~~。

我正式自由了~暂时~

也没什么要做~找工~学英文咯~~~

还有一些一直很想培养的习惯要好好培养了~=）


aiks....不懂是是一直在想东西~
现在头很痛~

久违的早睡~
晚安了~~

犯贱

每次我发脾气~
或者不满意妈咪的时候~~
最可怜的都是我爸爸~~
真的~~~
所以我要控制一下了~~~

爸爸真难当~~~

freedom day倒数两天啊~
我今天死鬼厉害，陪爸爸妈妈去kepong买东西~
再去jusco走街= =
越来越强大~顺其自然~~~

其实很怕的啦= =
不过越练越差~手很酸....
even though failed...
 i want failed with disctinction!!!...
至少不要那么胃咯~....

只有一首歌顺罢了= =
快乐的~~~

但愿像宝铃讲的酱，临场发挥超水准= =
music genius meh!!= =

很快，我就要摆脱钢琴了~= =
实在有够浪费我老爸的钱！
无心无力啊~~

很浪费啊~考不完~...

aiyo....到底学来做么~~
实在对不起我老爸对我的音乐栽培= =
 哈哈哈哈~~~~

今天我姐姐生日叻~~
寂寞的她在美国过~~~

不过她朋友很多，应该也很快乐的=）
生日快乐~~赚够美金要回来咯~~~

是时候回来跟我分担家务了~~~
 还有分担妈咪的唠叨~~
我要受不了了~~~~

有些朋友啊~
真的需要得空要找一下的= =
不然真的很容易缘尽~~~
因为他们都不会主动找我的！！
王芬芬实在是一个很好的例子~~

大家有了各自的生活，鬼还记得你咩！....


刚才我计划了一下我freedom day过后的活动~
多姿多彩~太快乐了~~~
好忙~~~哈哈哈哈....

1130分了~
明天期盼我的老师不会放我飞机= =
考试前最后一堂课都放飞机~我就真的主动failed with failed 的啦！==

晚安了~我的世界~~~

睡不好

总要三更半夜打部落才比较有feel的喔~= =
最近这几天睡得不是很好~
两三点睡~是比之前的三四点好~
但是睡眠品质就不是很好...=(
一直频频发恶梦~~
搞得我精神有点错乱了><


一个理由 可以合理化所有的事情~
放下吧~别太执着，因为没有什么好执着的~
过于的执着只会让我失去=)

看开点，学着接受点=）
嬉皮笑脸，嘻嘻哈哈 大家开心，自己也好过~
太棒了=）

aiyer....下个星期就是我发挥音乐细胞的大日子= =
我的歌= =
希望考官可以耐心听我弹完我的歌~
我也可以耐心弹完我的歌= =

然后我就自由了~
倒数几天罢了~
我还那么轻松，要死= =
可能是半放弃状态了~
几天真的改变不了什么= =

我要做工存钱买东西啊~~
 最近用钱很像用水酱~
现金剩很少=（卡钱也开始在大幅度减少了~
不行不行~我要做工赚点钱了~
真的没钱用.......=(
可恶的假期，没有零用钱~
怎么活啊~~我的私己钱真的空了...=(

2点了，8月8号...

晚安...=)

回忆

昨天我失眠><
怀疑是下午那杯星巴克= =
绿茶拿铁~~太赞了！~

结果弟弟起身要上课的时间我都还没熟睡~~
= =很痛苦~~

失眠没事干~
去找回以前自己和朋友的部落来看~~
一片一片回忆~~~

原来很多很多东西我都忘记了~~
如果不是那些文字~
真的一点印象都没有~~

还有一些曾经在我生活很熟悉的人~
哈哈哈~不见了~去了哪？
好久不见，我忘记你们了！~~~

昨天看下看下~突然有点想念你们tim......~~
hahaaa~~~
我高一的班~原来曾经我很爱~

可是毕业后都只是记得高三的班~
高一的大家，去了哪里叻~哈哈哈.......

生命 总会有些人出现
然后 路过 或者曾经在我心里 当我的客人
时机过了 也是说再见的时候

哪天不小心 被想起了........
恩~想念大家了~~=)