after exam

所以说我考完试的这两个星期做了什么~
就是吃喝玩乐~LOL

用钱用到流水酱~
买了不少新衣~吃了不少美食~
也用了 不少钱~
但是在brisbane那么久我真的很多东西还没有try过啊~
所以这个假期都去试了很多好吃的~
high tea....~~~

原则上来说真的还蛮享受的~
而且那些美食我都很想跟大家分享~
那些地方太有feel了~~
整个就是感觉很好~

嗯~
我找到人replace我的房间了~
总算放下心中一粒石头~
还有一粒石头下星期三公布成绩~
真的很担心~想说去到墨尔本才看好了@@

结果anice回去马来西亚的这几天~
我也很忙-。-
去了city走街还跟miss haha n miss ariel hightea~~

原来我都几忙一下~
星期一正式开始旅行~
旅行半个月~
好吧！马来西亚，我回来了~=）

还没开始我的旅途，
我这两个星期已经出去出到很累了~~@@
因为每次出去都要搭车！...=(


不过，看来我已经蛮习惯这里的生活~
也习惯用这里的澳币~

下个学期不找工真的不行了！@@

还好这个学期还有做一些实验赚点钱~
最近在做的实验都好简单~
都是一些computer based task~~
easy money come come come=)

cant wait to go back msia n say hello to my bed....

....

刚刚跟妈妈聊~
kanasai她叫我不要跟宝铃碧怡比~
因为他们没有弟弟~
所以我要省钱 和省钱=.=

然后认真想一想~
我真的很省钱了咯~-.-

然后我姐姐做工了~很爽
花多少妈妈都不会烦酱久
都是自己钱

我也要自己赚钱自己花

不过我姐姐每个月给钱我妈妈
妈妈说是伙食费？=。=
 
还讲供完我们读书就算了
之后靠自己
什么都不留给我们==

弟弟毕业了叫爸爸不要做酱多
要跟我爸爸到处去玩了
因为做酱多最后也是yik我们罢了 ~lol

我想回家了
在这里mut一个月做末鬼！！！！！

@#$%^&*

倒数一个小时半考试
我还在这里打blog=.=

我的脑专注不到在acc...
一直在想fin!!
越想越不安~
越想越觉得不可能 pass....
倒数 17天出成绩~

那时候我suppose在gold coast 玩得不亦乐乎~
你妈妈
叫我如何检查成绩
检查了不用去melbourne玩咯==
不看又不是~

真的很想对自己爆粗~


上次考完至少都没有那么不安~
这次的感觉真的他妈的强烈

啊！
请让我再幸运多一次吧！


啊啊啊啊啊啊！
呆会儿3个小时accc....

我aim65分就好了==
 尽力考~~~~~

依然不安...............

考试

明天又要考试啦
可是真的很颓废-。-

就是有一个程度的颓废

刚刚吃了sandra给我的巧克力
好吃到.........
上网找了一下
鸡蛋糕果然是luxury brownie...
一粒要$3-.-

想买来吃都不舍得~
真的是天价~
刚才还以为是什么普通的巧克力~
随便开了就吃了==

damn...原来是高档巧克力=。=

明天要考试啦

我真的 很懒惰.......................

努力?

从小到大，
我的成绩就真的还不错下，
小学时候大家都说是聪明

可是我从来就知道成绩好其实跟聪明关系真的并不大
我这个例子就真的十分明显
很明显我就不是聪明的人

只是小时候底打得好
五岁就去补习
还真的整个小学童年我都很认真在学习
所以现在说起小学
我实在回忆不大，除了乖乖读书-.-

 所以我从来就不羡慕那些成绩好的同学
因为我知道他们一定是下过苦功

不懂是是小学某件事情让我留下阴影
考到全级第一名还要在全级面前给一个成绩差的同学当场嘲笑
我现在想起都觉得很丢脸
真的
没有人懂我那时候的心情
可能还小吧
让我开始觉得成绩好真的并不是什么好事，
别人只会鼓励成绩不好的同学
成绩好的就是被人讲串那种

妈的还真的对那时候成绩好的自己 有点厌恶==

 到了中学
不懂做末我就真的蛮怠惰了
虽然说 成绩也还不错
但是总是觉得 还没尽全力
也可能是我尽力了 但是就是觉得还可以更好-.-

高中比初中还惨
大学比高中更惨

现在来到这里大学
我觉得自己是来混毕业的-.-
大家都说成绩不重要啦
我妈妈也说毕业就好 不要给自己酱大压力

所以我发现 我真的来混毕业的-.-
 真的是越大越衰==

虽然说我不是完美主义者
也没有说要考就要考最好

可是我实在有点接受不到
我在这里真的只能考到刚刚及格的分数

 不是比较，
只是有点过不了自己

今天的corporate law...

真的不应该只是考到刚刚及格的成绩=(

 也不懂要找谁倾述，
因为只有我了解我到底干嘛了~

大家小学在混的时候
我在努力读书

当大家大学都在努力拼的时候
 我在混=.=

他妈的还我童年啊~~~~~~

而且那天我的读书方法还被人质疑
有够力不喜欢
从来没有人质疑我的读书方法的！
因为是成绩好的标志==
结果来到这里
发现大家都很拼
而我成为了成绩差的那一部分
这种感觉真的 实在很不好受

本小姐本身的确有点自大
但是我一直来都觉得我自大得起

现在真的超级自卑==
从来没有这么看不起自己~~

自从来了澳洲
才发现
真的样样不如人
以前还说成绩不错
现在唯一一个我觉得还不错的优点都没了
的确感觉不好

成绩虽然说不是最重要
可是还是 扮演一定程度的重要性

结果！
我都在干嘛=。=

感觉我大学底真的打得太差

现在要追回努力真的很辛苦！==

所以

我还是乖乖做pass girl 好了~~~

自我要求不那么高
就不会那么辛苦

才发现

我的要求 越降越低........................==

我的人生怎么越过 越糟

 

close friend

这三天，连续三天都跟miss haha stick tgt...
n we chat more than study...
Lol...
cant really focus more than 2hrsss....
keep distracted-.- Lol.........

n i found tat we really chat alot n alot...
although most of the part is she talking...
n i laughing...
Lol....

first time gt a close fren so different with me...
her height 170cm-.-
when we stand tgt...seriously a big difference...
n she really abit hyperactive...
cant really stop move...Lol...

but then we can be close fren...
hm...
kinda weird...

mayb cz kl close fren all same height...
Lol...so i feel different now...

n when we talk about the firsttime we met ...
haha...seriously a joke...
we speak english to each other...haha.....

bt its really a fate that we can be friend here...
a random accident...-.-


hmmm..just some  random feeling today...

i wanna learn to be more socialise...
my friends type n social group really too small...

but its so hard to take the first step..
need to learn from social anice -.-
 Lol.......

one year almost pass...
n i think i din hav any big changed except my weight-.-

reli LOL....

 2013,2 months to go...
should be not too late to start now...=)

想通

好吧
原来
我只需要想通

我发现快乐可以很简单

刚刚巴士司机一个很温馨的笑容
 也会让我觉得快乐起来
或许是本来心情就不烂吧

有时候实在很执着

我干嘛做了这个选择
我干嘛这样 干嘛那样

就是很羡慕别人
羡慕这个
也或许极端点
是妒忌

太执着了
让我自己觉得很不开心

慢慢滴
我想着想着

试图想通
和朋友聊聊·

好吧
我现在应该是属于想通的状况

整个就是很在享受现在的状况中

LoL....

家人不在身边，
或许朋友就是我的支柱吧~
 也或许
我享受我一个人

一个人没有打扰我的下午
 好好 呆在家 上下网
看下戏，听下歌
煮自己想吃的食物

哈哈哈
整个就是很写意~Lol

唯一没有在做的就是的读书=。=

倒数三个星期

快不行了
哈哈哈哈~

整个就是很放松的状态~

恩，想通了 现在就很快乐~=)

good daddy

我发现我的爸爸真的是好爸爸~
刚才跟爸爸skype...
就说pl2月去找py玩两个礼拜~
结果爸爸就问做末我不去~

亲爱的爸爸，
去一次英国要10千打底~
我其实也很想去~
可是我是好女儿~
 所以毕业了才去~ Lol....

唉，我也不懂我的性格是怎样
py讲我很aunty-.-
可能对钱很精打细算吧~又不舍得花钱~

lol...我以为是美德？
结果感觉是缺点=.=

无论如何，
我现在花的钱都不是我的钱！

如果我有自己的收入
我也不懂 我的花钱指数会怎样

lOL....
不过应该还是江山易改，本性难移！
=，=

lol

one week mid sem break!!!
i m so boring....=(
miss yeesien keep telling me she wan study...xianzzzz
y i hav so less close fren here...lolz

if in kl..one week break sure go trip edy lo..still stay home meh!
n date jor also can ffk here-.-
miss poh yee reli geng~~~
say wan celebrate luke bday tis wed..then ffk--.-
n go byron bay with kc?-.-

lolzzz...luckily i m x the organiser...if not reli fk 99~~~

pity yeesien n irene....~~~

btw..i should start study...
final coming within one month!-.-
bt holiday leh!!!reli not in the mood....~~~~

jz now skype with mama...
i juz use my normal voice skype=.=
my housemate came n knocked my door said she can heard my voice clearly in her room downstairs-.-

lolzzz...i feel so xianzzz~
hmm..the second time complain by housemate...haha
lasttime is stephanie beside my room..
tis time is downstairs...
so mean i cant SKYPE at night?!!!!-.-

feel like my action is being limited in this house!!
i know should be considerate...
bt...

i need my space to do what i want also...-.-
lasttime the house is so big ...n no internet!
tis time..gt internet..bt the 隔音系统那么烂-.-

shit....

feel so bad nw...
for nth
n nth...................

life in brisbane

hmm..midterm passs~~
n i feel so relax now~=)
enjoying my lifee....wahaha~~~

the day after exam..join an event call spring flare~~~
color color all the way~~~
so high n i m so happy!!!!~~

after tat dinner in city maddongsan again?Lol...
then light show in south bank~~~
kinda of boring~~bt amazing...?==

the next day...sunday!
harbour town shopping!~
bought some clothes n two shoesss!!!
rubi shoess~5 dollar n 20 dollar!!consider cheap?!= =
wadever....cheap must buy n free must take...Lol

n enjoy a aussie style lunch thr!!!
a pizza fish n chip n spagethi!~
only 10 dollar !!!cheap nyaa~~~

dinner in city ...korean food again~~~~~


Lol..i thought i in korea x aus?==

haizxx...i wan join uqmsa sand boarding one day trip in midsem break la...

cant find kaki=(
so charmm!!!!
i wan joinnnn badly lehhh!!!==

i need a close fren...
n she must be as free as me...= =
 n no negative thinking pls~~

everytime heard ys say she is so damn  busy bt keep on chating!
or say she is pity
i feel ANNOYING!!!= =
 

LOL

一个星期那么快就过了~
多两天就考试了==
我还没有做完tutorial习题= =
又是mcq 35题，想到上次两科mcq都14/35~
实在没有放什么希望= =
就知道一定很tricky...加我的mcq运真的烂到爆= =
不理了~finance真的很难啊~

今天我很乖在图书馆11点多到5点多~
结果只是做了几题？= =
做末的~~~~~~不解.....

然后走路回家的时候~
头晕加头痛！==他妈的辛苦~
回家直接倒头昏睡到9点多~

考试不辛苦，
辛苦的是考试来月经！！
这里的考试每次都拖很久~
总会遇到月经期= =

真的他妈的雪上加霜~~~

如果在家就好了~=(
至少不用煮东西就有东西吃~
我很想念一张开眼就有早午晚餐的日子~

三个月~很快过~
加油加油！

然后就只剩下一年~

不懂我会不会不舍得~
LOL.......

btw....

要体验的大学生活就只剩下一年多~哈哈
其实也真的很快

看我 也不需要自怨自艾

既然都花了那么多钱来，
好好享受好了 =）

我弟弟去了爱尔兰竟然主动找我！
哈哈哈哈！太好笑了
之前我找他都不鸟我
现在知道无聊了吧！

不过也好，至少知道他在干嘛~

看他好像也还过的不错~
只是，冬天了~撑住啊~

很衰的是，我可爱的弟弟竟然不找我妈妈skype==
所以我是传话筒？==
弟弟跟我说，我跟妈妈说~...==

真是衰，都不懂妈妈担心他宝贝儿子= =

august

hmmm...

so fast..one month pass...n august ended....

welcoming september by tmr...~

八月过去了~而这一个月我做了什么呢！

总结来说就好像一直心情不是很好~

可能真的是第一个学期很新鲜~

第二个学期开始闷了=（

恩！

想了很多很久~

想我到底要怎样让自己开心起来~

想我到底接下来是要干嘛！

很烦一下~因为没有人明白我！

我也不懂要找谁讲或者怎样讲~

因为言语真的表达不到我的心情~

每次想想下就很想哭~

可是无济于事....= =

上个学期好像经常会去coles买粮食~

现在不去了= =

我这个月好像才去过1到2次买东西~= =

反而出去吃次数增加很多了

有时在学校也会买杯latte 吃个cupcake...

看来我对 澳币免疫了？= =

大概因为我最近做实验赚了点钱·

可以花多一点吧~但是这个月用钱了多了少少~= =

估计下个月回复平静期~

因为要考试= =都一直呆在家~~~

恩，所以这一个月~

我几乎都在忙着帮人做实验赚钱！

哈哈哈哈哈~比我上课还要积极= =

不过现在又没有试验可以做了~><

然后我去了ekka...

那一天真的很开心~看烟花的时候最开心~

草莓冰淇林也很好吃=)

 

最后，今天考了我这个学期的第一科！

虽然说是一定及格！但是我要考好好拉回我的cgpa= =

上个学期实在考得太烂了~~=（

 所以说，接下来两个星期忙着考剩下的两科~完全还没开始准备~

我太棒了= =

考烂了只能又自己哭= =

上个sem说这个sem要keep going~

恐怕完全是白话= =这个学期又要做quiz又要做law tutorial ...

每个星期都做这个就够了...

然后星期复星期，就到了考试的这个星期= =

时间过得真是快~

我在这里不知不觉又过了一个月~

下个月新目标 是认识新朋友~

因为我发现我的朋友除了haha...
其他都是miss yeesien介绍的朋友= =
可怜的我~感觉不好=(
我也要有一些自己的朋友了！=）

还有还有我的睡眠习惯有问题啊！

都是三点睡11-12醒 = =

不掂不掂！

改变改变！.....

惠莹，加油=)

很 难过

一个人在外国真的很难过~
尤其没有家人在身边
朋友 也只是新认识的朋友
真的 很  难过

当然会有开心的时候

但是有时候就真的觉得实在很难熬

但是这个是我的选择，
请撑下去

我要认识close friend......=(

很难~
不像以前中学~
班上坐在一起就可以做close friend....

这里要close friend...真的很难

如果要同course,同国家，

住靠近，兴趣话题差不多
最好还要是同年龄的

难上加难

所以

很难过！

但是一年半，很快过。。。。。。。。

加油=）

plan

when my day go without a plan or my day gone not according my plan...
shit,my mood n day ruined...
bt i always did so..LOL

the third week n i haven start any revision yet...
lolzzzz....few week ltr i will start regret...
n well,i better start tmr so tat i will feel good n fine when exam coming~~

three courses for tis sem...should hav score a better grade or best grade..lolz
not to streess myself so much btw..lolz

hmmm..should enjoy my life here.....
i buy groceries snack ...lolz...n i m happy ...
bt whr is my shoes,my cloth,my bags= =
i need them as well=(

bt au dollar stop my step= =

i miss ringgit shopping...dollar shopping drive me crazy...
i m get used to buy groceries n have meal with au dollar bt not shopping...
lolzzz......

3am...my habits= =
become worst n worst...
change....
i need more change to be a better human being~
to hav a better life..
better heart...
better feeling~
wadever should be better.....

life in brisbane

好了好了~终于是要提起心肝，好好努力了·
LOL.....
九月墨尔本之旅取消了~改去十二月~
好忙的十二月~
暂定要游黄金海岸 tasmania n melbourne...half month used ...
lolzzzzz....enjoy trip after exam~~

told my dad my plan...
n he suppose like advise me not play too much...use too much money!
bt then he didnt= =
n juz said...u plan lor= =
lolzzz....tis make me feel bad somemore~~~

tis kind of edu style make me like feel guity by myself...
lolzzz....绝招= =
btw...i really like wanna internship or find some parttime job during dec...
gud luck to me= =
bt i wanna trip again in jan..so who willing to hire me= =

hmm..tmr going to work for a research job...
10 dollar for 1 hrs...
syok!hope everythings will going smooth~~`=)
then thurs another job bt maybe tiny electricity to my brain!
gosh...sound terrible..
hope tat wont pain= =
i need money...lolz...like 卖命要钱！= =
 eh...should be safe gua...hehe

hmmmm....enjoying my life in brisbane now=)

second week

hmmm...
tmr is the second week i back to brisbane...
and today is the first meal i cook after one week...
wondering how much i spent for last week...lol
should be a "awesome" amount...
i m juz haven settle down @.@

yesterday movie world trip should be not bad...
and i did enjoy some...lolz

haizx...
feel like lazy to record down wad i did...
cz is really like not really too memorable~

tmr is the first tutorial for tis sem
well,god bless me..

i need more close fren..
n not hi bye fren~
annoying with hi bye fren ..n alot help n familiar face tis sem= =

gudnight..
so cold today=(

new semester

hmm...
today is the lastday i stay in msia before going back aus.
finally i m going back alone ...taking flight alone again~~~

three weekss really fliesss....
n i feel like i m so tired ...
nvr get enough rest in msia...
cz busying tis n tat?lolzzz

hmmm...gonna find my room after back...
move house...n i noe all tat will make me tired again~=(

wondering when can i really hav a good rest...

mayb after tis semster then i hav a summer break for 3 m0nths?
lolzzzz.......
bt it like super long later ..

three weeksss~
what i did actually？？
not really do enough shopping eventhough i out for shopping almost 6timess???
lolxxxx.......
yumcha with frenzz???
ermm....mayb..bt i din really hav any unforgettable gathering?
lolzzzzzz~~~

tats great,cz i wasted my 3 weekss????
lolzzz

bt at least i watched SHE concert today1
before i back...n wohoho~~
it is amazing n awesome....


now 2.48am...
i feel super sleepy~

safe flight tmr...
 
no more princess at home...=(
i definately will miss home ...=(

n my little bro..gonna go ireland study n not coming back duringCNY..
if i m x coming back in winter break next year...
wondering when will we meet=（

i m back

hmm..finally one sem ended...
n i m nw at home ....

seriously feel like i m a princess when i m at home nw~~~
do whatever n eat whatever..
bt mama keep on bumbling me!!= =
the only shit thingss

one semester ended..
n i din reli change a lot
hmm..jz getting fat n getting tough?
maybe...
lolzzz

today sunday~~
is the third day i back!~
feeling vry super tired...

seem like x having enough rest after i back~~

n today keep on try the goldcoast vip ticket purchase...
shit...y the hell m i busy body...helping everyone buy- -

n make myself so tired n busy...

n nobody else care about cant buy or what..
shittyyy

n i shouldn't do it so last min...

bt i think i din really hav time n internet to do it before= =
lolz...

tis is the lasttime i being so kind...lol

july nw...
2013 gone half...><

well,looking forward to another half of 2013...=)

april

lol..i feel like wan stay home n type my blog quietly...
bt nw my home no internet ...n make me vry picik...
but i hav to type blog to release my feeling=(

n library pc no chinese typing!
hw can i fully express  what m i going to say in english..=(

well...april gone...n may coming~
my april gone with four subject of exam...
n i do spent my whole month in my study n library yet i gt suck result~

found like maybe i really too overeestimated my own ability on study..lol
jz like study hard abit n can pass ...
bt the reality prove that!
bull shit...
no at all...
even i studied harder abit than previous time in msia..
i m x going to pass...
n failed with an extremely suck result~
n became the worst student in classss....
lolzzz..this is what i cant accpeted most!
my lecture do rank for my international financial course...
i rank almost the last??????

n well...i do study hard for this subject...
i do all the tutorial study textbook..n try online question!
yet i think i could do in the exam...
at least not failed with this kind of marks???

reli vry bengkui....when i saw the result n especially the rank...
since everyone get well..because the paper is not really too hard...
maybe some concept i did get wrong...!

okie...going to try super hard for my final nw...
dun tell me that i failed my first sem here...n gonna wasted my dad 10 k for one subject!!
lol.........pls la..this wont gonna happen on me!!!!!!!

n for the another investment course...i did study for theory n all calculation out in MCQ...
LOL...i dun even know wad the shit formula should i used= =
so lol...failed again!!!

bt tis one is better because i know the reason!n many ppl failed too= =
 bt the other is really an unacceptable result!....


really duno how to describe my feeling!
bt SUCK,seriously...

OK...I gt pass in banking n commerical course...the only good news for my result..= =
not reli score good since i expected that i will failed after i do the exam...bt hmmm...at least pass..

lol...going to low my own grade...since i cant stress myself too much=(

maybe the lucky all the way in result last time make like overestimated myself...
so..nw failed abit!
n i vry super bengkui...lolzzzzzz


btw...seriously fine nw..gonna fighting!!!=))

maybe my problem is start perpare too late n having a honey month on march..
n when exam start in april..i start revision..bt cant compare with others who keep going with the course all the way...

ok...think by this well make me feel better...~~~

think positive....~~~


its my choice n i need to overcome it!~~~~~~
gahyao=)

n seriously somehow touch with frenz who concern n encourage me...
duno tat my status make the things like too serious...
lol...make everyone worry...

hmmm...actually nth...i juz need time to overcome it=)

brisbane life

i feel like i wan blog more often bt too bad my house internet is still unavailable!
n i guess it will x available for the whole semester=（
how sad n annoying~~bt idk wad else i can do.....=(

已经在这里第七周了~
恩~很好~两个月都快到了~
就是说接近回家的日子又靠近了！
哈哈哈哈~~~

这里的生活实在太悠闲了~
唯一让我忙的就是要自己准备三餐~
还有做洗衣晒衣罢了~~

下个星期要考试了~
希望不会考得太糟糕=）

来了那么久~
好像突然看透很多东西~
学到很多煮饭的东西= =
lolzz...一百千的学费就是让我学到怎么煮饭！
好好笑~~~

不过其实也没学到什么= =
只是简单地常识 我终于懂了
有够白目
那天无聊还打电话回家 问妈妈煲汤的东西
结果可恶的弟弟 笑我
干嘛打回来不会online search!==


然后也有认识新的朋友圈子~
虽然朋友不是很多~

可是有时听他们说自己的事之类的~
都会发现世界很多东西~

最让我醒悟的竟然是
其实人类就是那么现实

或许真的是 我那么幸运
还是我朋友本来就 不多
让我看清现实的 事情并没有真正发生在我身上

然后世界真的不大
因为我竟然遇到跟我同一个住宅区的朋友
哈哈哈哈~也太unbelievable 了！

还有明天就是本小姐21岁生日了
真的超遗憾
竟然没得跟家人和旧朋友过

那种感觉真的很难 用词语形容
21岁大家都庆祝得轰轰烈烈
我却 要在异乡过=（
无论如何度过，

还是比不上在马来西亚那么开心的...

无论如何
预祝我 21岁 生日快乐=)

第三周

上个星期四我终于搬进我的新家了~
拥有自己的房间感觉太棒了！
唯一不掂的是！没有网络！

但听说下星期会有~
祈祷....=)

上了一个星期课，我好迷惘！
也没有认识什么新朋友！
看到我forever alone 了！=（

不过没关系！~
尝试enjoy myself....

lolzzz~本小姐现在是住家好女人= =
每天煮饭！救命~
我快受不了了~~~

煮了吃了好饱~然后要自己洗锅才怨啊=（

昨天我唯一在这里比较好的朋友去了黄金海岸~
留下我一个=（

然后我就在他房间过夜用她网络~

心路gps..实在太感动了=（

今天很好的我~睡到十二点多~
在这里那么久第一次睡那么迟~
优哉游哉~~~~

可能太无聊了~
就想很多....==

才发现每次都是我在烦大家~
不管是在马来西亚的旧朋友还是在澳洲的旧朋友~

会觉得自己干嘛去烦人家= =
他妈的感觉~就是不好！

每个人都有自己的生活~
不应该因为自己无聊就去干扰人家~~~

所以决定了~
自己开始新生活~

没有了我，大家其实也很好= =
并不需要我去烦大家提醒别人我的存在~

lolzzzz............

在brisbane无奈的第三周~

second tue in brisbane

its the second week i stay in brisbane...
feel like wanna write smth tonite~~~

step into the second week...~
erm,,,i like cannot stay tough jor=(

i wan my own room badly~
i like cannot settle my room before my class start~
feel vry pikchik~~~

duno hw describe the feeling~
bt is a bad feeling =(

yesterday go anice hostel thr....omg~
rain heavily n i cant walk back home~
hav to stay thr overnight~

reli didnt sleep well n vry hot thr~~
hw come thr accomodation fees thr so expensive~
the environment like so suck!!

then today feel like reli nid to stay strong=(
x in a gud mood~

n juz nw watch 恋爱季节~
shit!giv scared 99...
scared till my hand发抖！
den immidiately closed the pps!!!lol.....

alone at living room sleeping nw=(
reli feel like dunlike....

 frensssssssss.....
i m x gud here...

my first time to brisbane

omg~its like finally i reach brisbane n start my life for 3 days dy...
still can tahan temporarily...

bt today very miss eveyone out of sudden...
maybe cz i finally feel tat i m x reli so ngam key with my new fren....

haiz...they all live in the same international house n stick togetehr always..
tat y i m feel like org luar for them...
liwan lagi study in another skul=(

i miss u guys nw...........

n nw live in cordy house temporarily..
cant reli buy so much grocery ~
juz like simple eat maggie tis fews day till i move will cook better food to eat...

bt 2 days maggie make me like cant tahan again~
i m x a maggie lover pls.....=(

yesterday going city n hav a suck dinner in china town..
its juz x tasty at all n vry expensive~~about AU20 each person...
i like...omg~~~hw could tis happend....


its probably will be better if i cooked myself even i duno at all...
lol....looking forward to explode the cooking potential i had~ahahaha~~= =

bt a gud news...i nvr cry since i been here...its the 3rd days...

pls la...be tough~~~
 i dunwan my mummy to worry about me==lol

n y the line here is like so suck....skype cant smoothly also...lol
n my phone= =even talking with fren here like cant hear always..==

prove tat x everything in oversea is gud also...

even DIGI line is better than here...lol
n the data!hw slow is it...
i paid for AU30 per month= =
its like i can sign for MAXIS plan of RM100 dy..lol

btw...juz cant convert like tis...
if x i  cant continue to live i think...lol

bt everytime when i wan buy smth...start convert..opsss..
juz put back...its juz too expensive = =lol
bt vry gudluck is i bought a starbuck water bottle with onli AU5 ..hw cheap!ahaha

n the starbuck here almost same with msia price...weeee=)

eveythings is juz so far so gud here...if i din emo~~~lol....

stay tough!lalalaala

。。。。

最近一直都覺得很累~
就在聖誕wing wing那晚之後~
完全沒有不累的感覺的一天！~

之後new year countdown 還是很累~~

接著還去了langkawi....~
更累了~
後來發現~
原來我的隱形眼鏡過期了一個星期！~
難怪眼睛一直那麼累~~~

midterm...
考到很夠力差~
哭到很傷心~~
bak lao我都很瀟灑的咯~~lol....
可是這次我看誰都瀟灑不起~
實在丟臉~~~

不過接下來要認真的應該是我的final......

最近幾個星期晚上都在忙著search住宿~~~

很煩一下！！~~~

很貴~需要很多錢~~
剛才才給爸爸看了我的財政預算~~

爸爸說得不吃供我去讀書了~~~

其實就很想家裡因為要供我去讀書變到要很省~很窮醬~~
 很怕讀完回來還是一樣~
其實根在這裡讀完賺的錢一樣~~

所以我去外國讀書其實只是爲了我自己可以看更多罷了~
不過現在既然決定了~
不理了~~~

硬著頭皮還是要去~~
 加油~~

昨天慶生活動~然後就殺手活動~~
玩到三點多直接給媽媽shoot 999.....
 結果媽媽因為擔心我沒有睡到~
今天頭痛不舒服~.......

我也不懂要怎樣= =

其實她是因為要炸魚炸到2點多~
再等我一個小時~ 然後就沒有睡好 = =

現在我很像千古罪人將~=（

我也知道是為我好~
擔心我危險！

但是偏偏人就是犯賤的~
有人管的時候就會嫌煩~沒人理的時候就覺得可憐~

 倒數20多天在馬來西亞了~
心情還沒ready....

不過就一直在想東西~~
那天喝茶，他們也說他們在想東西~

長大了，就是比較花時間在想東西~
因為東西真的很多很煩...


但願煩惱趕快滾開~
因為我要珍惜在這裡僅剩幾十天的歡樂~
我知道，回來後，無論如何，一切會變得不一樣~~

我一直嚮往改變，
卻總是踏不出那一步~

終於，
我的生活很快要徹底被改變了

要 勇敢 大步踏出去！~~

 結束，晚安~